nahi!! first of all i would like to tell you woosang and i love you so so so so so much. i know we don't talk as much and i appreciate the fact that you continue to keep in touch with me even though i have become less active and have made more friends on twitter. i love you so much you were part of the first gc i was ever in!! recently it was our 200 days and soon it will be our 300 days and eventually a year! i do hope we continue to talk over time so we can reach a year and many many more. you make me happy and i would like to thank you even though i am still a teenager and i try my best to comfort you the best i can and when i can't or i don't do well i'm so sorry. thank you for being there for me and i love you so much.

ate jae!! i can finally call you that now since people know i call you ate hehe.. thank you for being who you are.. i love you so much and i can't believe i met you. thank you for being someone i can talk to all the time despite the fact that you are a busy college student and i am just a dumb teenager in high school telling you all my problems. i love you so much and words can not explain how thankful i am to have met you. you are like an actual sister figure to me and things would be so much different if i didn't meet you. thank you for being someone i can always message and i hope you get into the school of your dreams.. we will speak this shit into exsistance because you literally live right there but we will meet one day!! we will!! believe it or not we are going to and we will!! i love you so much, please don't ever forget that.
and remember, sanhwa loves you forever and always.

to rylie and ana:

thank you for being two of my older sibling figures! you may have not realized it but yes i look up to you two! crazy, right? both of you are super nice and talented people and beautiful people who i'd like to be like one day. i hope life is treating you well because you're both pretty much adults and life can be kinda whack sometimes haha. just know that whatever you're doing or whatever you're going through, it's all just temporary and the positive outweighs the negative. the negative just happens to stick out more.

to kyre:

wanna know a fun fact? you used to intimidate me when we were in middle school together. why? because i thought you were cool as fuck. turns out you're just a loser like me. haha jkjk. but fr thank you for being a friend and sticking with me through the past three years of high school together lmao. i'm happy we survived math and history together and how we basically cheated our way through haha. that was really fun, especially tormenting our algebra teacher together with our other friends? god we were horrible kids, but it was really fun anyways. i hope you remember me when your art is put in a museum someday. i believe in you!!!

to carmen:

my BABY!!! you will forever be my baby!!! my CHILD my DAUGHTER i love you so much! how will you survive your senior year without me?! just kidding, i'm going to be local so expect me to show up and pick you up after practices to bring you on adventures and boba dates. i miss you so so much my dear, i can't wait to see you again. i'm so ready to go on adventures and bake cookies with you because those are so fun. thank you for keeping up with my chaos especially since i know it's a lot sometimes haha.

hi georgie! you probably weren't expecting this, huh? well look!! here you are! even though we don't talk much and aren't that close you still have a special spot in my heart!

hands down, you are one of the kindest and nicest people i've ever met. i know, things can get hectic and crazy and everything seems like it's everywhere all the time but i'm here to say everything will get better. you've survived all of your bad days so far and i'm proud of you for that!

i can't tell you when things will get better because it takes time. but the fact that you recognize that you're not in a good spot means you've been in a good place before! and that you will get there in just a matter of time. i can't make the pain go away and as much as i'd like to, i really can't. but what i can do, is be here to support you while things get better.

i hope you had a good day/night whenever you decided to read this. i hope you're doing well. you deserve all things good. i promise. remember i love you to the moon and back.

love, elly.

hi kei! congratulations on being the COOLEST person i know!!